1. |
Bloody Thoughts
02:24
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Bloody thoughts.
Longing for the sound of pain.
Knife at hand, carefully sharpened.
What a joy to stick in a body.
Slow or fast? I will do both.
shiver runs down my spine. Both!
endorphins are flowing through my body.
A slight twitch in the eyelids.
Soon it will be time for the sun/
to disappear from the horizon.
Sweat penetrates the pores of my hands
I step on the Gaaaaas!
because the solitude will last.
The solitude will last!
No exact destination,
hoping for that one moment.
Young flesh is what I need.
Apathic rocking///
in the car seat...
It is night and soon..
it will be time.
A figure at the edge of the road.
Suddenly doubts - out of nowhere.
They fight against greed!
They fight against greed!
..
Bloody thoughts.
Longing for the sound of pain.
Knife at hand, carefully sharpened.
What a joy to stick in a body.
Slow or fast? I'll do (both).
Kill or die yourself---
There's only one option.
unbuckle my seatbelt
and Drive into nothingness.
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2. |
Apata.
02:25
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I feel so empty
Rushing into the void of no return
Moment of Destruction
Right in front - of my eyes
I Decay into dust
Decay into dust~
Fading ashes
Everything dissolves
Fading ashes
Everything dissolves
Lights! Out! Apata! [4x]
Escape to a place
where no one ever find me
No one ever will~
Dug in a hole
waiting for the sun to come
for the sun to come~
But this sun - isn't for me
Darkness all over me~
Lasst mich raus
Schließt mich ein
Ich will die Sonne sehen
Ein letztes Mal
Blockiert den Eingang - zu meinem Glück
Um mich zu erlösen
Damit ich frei sein kann
Lights! Out! Apata! [4x]
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3. |
Every Morning
02:53
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Joooooo
Woke up in piss and shit
a Hammer hits the inside...of my fucking skull
on the verge of losing my mind
…................................................................................
My eyes are burning - reality still hard to recognize
jaaa jaaaaa
reality still hard to recognize
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But that state of affairs … is changing fast
the pain and fear break out … relentlessly
followed by dizzines and vomit
cramp in my gut
….......................................................................................
The goal is clear, forgotten - all forgotten is what i want
The goal is clear, forgotten - all forgotten is what i want
…........................................................................................
jaaaaaa
Give me the substance
….......................................................................................
The goal is clear, forgotten - all forgotten is what i want
….......................................................................................
But my resources.... are exhaused
Panic flood my worthless form
Is death a solution ?
…......................................................................................
jaa jaaaaa
Reality is now real
jaa jaaaaa
The reality is now real
…......................................................................................
I.. cannot bear them
Oh god help me now
this misery can´t - be my life
The goal is clear, forgotten, all forgotten is what i want
The goal is clear, forgotten, all forgotten is what i want
Jaaaaaa....
Give me the substance, here and now!
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4. |
Labyrinth
03:02
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I take the long way home
Many steps to my inner freedom
What to do now - all alone in my
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Seeeeeeellllllf
Hope to reach my inner circle
Seeeeeeeeeeelf
hope to find my true nature
Can't think straight
Labyrinths in my head
shadows
Completely lost the thread
Can't think straight
Labyrinths in my head
Completely lost the thread
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No matter where i'd walk
It all ends the same
I ruined the day
I am the one to blame
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(Cell)
Failed to reach my inner circle
(Cell)
Failed to find my true nature
Can't think straight
Labyrinths in my head
shadows
Completely lost the thread
Can't think straight
Labyrinths in my head
Completely lost the thread
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Can't think straight ~~~
I hear a voice in my head ~~~
LABYRINTH!
Try to break out noooooow
Out of my mind
Everything is going down
And i am watching from around
Can't think straight
Labyrinths in my head
shadows
Completely lost the thread
Can't think straight
Labyrinths in my head
Completely lost the thread
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